She wouldn’t mind. She wouldn’t care.

She wouldn’t mind
She wouldn’t care
She would understand
Its just not fair!
How she has to suppress,
All her emotions
For the sake of others
Lost all her devotion
She is a captor
A slave of her mind,
That tells her to stay quiet,
Or it wont be kind.
It taunts her, teases her,
Tells her the love isnt real
The love she thought that she felt,
She thought would heal.
Sick to her stomach,
Nothing makes sense,
She takes refuge in pain
To shield her from this mess.
The thoughts go stronger
And so does the pain
She thinks she cant last much longer
All her strength is in vain.
She wouldnt mind
She woudnt care
She would understand
Its is not fair.
Expected to see
And not say a word
Expected to understand
And not to hurt.
She cant even talk
Or say a word to others
For she knows that no one will care,
When she “talks it over” :’)
She is tired. And just wants to sleep
But she gets lost in the nocturnal abyss
Gets lost in it deep.
Help her please.
She just wants this to end.
She no longer wants to feel
Like a stupid broken mess.
Because no matter what she says,
She does mind, and she does care
You expect her to be fine
Its just not fair.
How she gets sidelined, no matter what she does.
Get it all in private
“Shh, dont tell them what we do.”
She is done. Till the last bone.
Goodbye everyone
She is off on her own.